Attended Sharon's birthday party after helping Daniel's friend at some tuition centre. Although not all went to the party but it was still entertaining with the usual company with all our usual gossips and jokes. And I'm contented enough to have my dearest friends so I shall leave the rest to fate. But I have to admit that it was funny the way they "sell" their friends to me.

Pretty much sums up my Saturday. Ciao~

我不想做一个不讲道理的人... 但是如果我不那么说，那谁会来谅解我呢？说不定我说了也没有人会了解。我不想每次都站在别人的立场 为他们考虑。我真的很希望这次有人能顾虑到我的感受。

有那么多的东西要做，但没人可以帮你。好无助...

我好累，也好烦...

没人听你讲心事、没肩膀让你靠... 有时真的很想大声地哭出来，但还是选择了假装... 假装自己很坚强，用微笑带过。心事就往心里闷。

每次都告诉自己明天会更好。可是要告诉自己多少遍啊？

;"(

用心感受，良心是不会骗人的。

I can't imagine what life would be like if I'm all alone, especially without my dad. Not that my mom and brothers aren't important.

My dad has always been there for me. Supporting me through tough times, guiding me when I feel lost, bringing me joy in every possible way. Treating me like a princess practically.

No words can express how grateful and thankful I am for him.

I know that he knows what I have been going through these past few months even though I did not tell him much. And I'm truly touched that he goes all out to cheer me up, reminding me that I'm his precious little girl every time, without fail when I'm feeling really sad at times like this.

We are not wealthy, and I honestly don't expect anything expensive or whatsoever from my dad. But it has always been the little, little things he does for me like..

- calling me when I'm outside just to make sure that I've had my meals and wishing me a fun day ahead
- telling me stories about anything
- taking the effort to crack jokes (often lame jokes) (I inherit my lameness from the man I love the most)
- fetching me from the mall opposite my house when the rain is pouring heavily even when it's late at night
- catching insects away from me even when it's 3AM in the morning
- making me my favorite lemon juice/tea/coffee/fruit juice
- buying my favorite vegetables when he visits the market every Sunday
- waking up as early as me even when he doesn't need to just to accompany me to catch a cab downstairs
- helping me with whatever help I need even when he has totally no idea what I need to do
- cooking my favorite dishes
- staying by my side when we go shopping (cause my mom and brothers will always be together, leaving me alone)

And the list can go on and on without stopping..

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